Mediation

I want to speak to you

without translation

I want to dispel nature

as a natural phenomenon

Nature is my vagina dentata

& I am his

We objectify then castrate

one another

I must exorcise this nature

He is a demon with many cloaks

I must exile this nature

from my temple

My temple is now & always

under construction

You will never view

My gilded vimana

My kaleidoscopic mandalas

will ever be obscured

from your desires

I invite you

to visit my bakery instead

It opens by 11 am

but the mutton won't be tender

for at least another hour

Your satisfaction

is guaranteed

to be tread upon

I wash my floors

with your satisfaction

Infrequently

I must disappoint you

If I don't disappoint you

then I disappoint myself

Disappointment is assured

With your permission

I will set sail in the morning

I'm gone

I don't need your permission

I will send you

the ineffable telegram

of my will

I will I will

My will is love

There I sent it

I want to love in a carnal frenzy

I want to be loved as I love

I am afraid of this love

In my admission

I have come too near to myself

The collision is frightening

& painful

I am totalled

That is my will

Totality

I love your total