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thank you for still texting me
thank you for waiting
i mean thank you for not being too mad that i am late again
i’m so icy hearted to this little warmth
able to drop it but not able to think that it’s good i guess
my coworkers are doing something that i can’t describe which is driving me crazy
obsessed with the vegan cafe and the bad comedy
i didn’t like n a n e t t e ? ?
but i love this silly podcast where a person is doing kind active listening
the plan is to not have a plan and also not have a plan that is anti the repetitive plan
just no plan
the plan is like what if i could solve one of these things
the formula is why why why and then pit two things against each other
and then realize i already did that
just constantly very mildly obsessed with where [the idea of kathleen hanna]
is popping up in the minds of whoever is smartest, what over the last ten years has mostly been replaced in my daily need to
space out with very niche twitter famous gay people
this is not really what i’m thinking about!
it’s really
actual ways that i might be bad!
future pain!
not really anything!
the bad plan!
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oh, uh, i didn't do it?
a core thing to learn about myself is
i think i will but then i won't but you know
still right now i'm like
well ok in the next 2 days i can do
one each for each person all poems are ever for
myself! and the high school buddies
you know
like it's going to be one
and now i can't be cagey that it's just about what
i've been thinking about myself lately and how much i <3 you

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what if I was a vegan cafe? what if I was a waldorf school? what if I was a farmer in new england? what if like mary in the secret garden I hated sticky plain porridge in a beautiful wide bowl with a large silver spoon until suddenly one day I had gotten enough fresh air and now, I loved it

i used to resent the idea of being fixed, lately what can and cannot be is clearer in the sense of figuring it out one thing at a time and so infuriating and sad! where lighthearted magic can be applied and where i have to yank myself out of it, little messes in between, my work personality

what you say flatly out loud to someone else is sometimes more true than what you say over and over to yourself
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