Free will astrology

I heard a podcast about free will

Which said we didn’t have any 

And made me feel very self conscious because

Apparently everything I was doing was preordained 

Just quarks bouncing against each other

Making the things I was doing

Happen to me

Cutting hastily again

Starting another project

Without finishing the last

Predictable to the stardust ions swirling inside me

Not divine as I had been told