do i exist to anyone but u?

I have ceased to exist!
Manifesting the evening manifesting myself manifesting my evening and then
poof! Ten years without an image to prove it.
What will I do when the bug finally comes
chattering at night in the corners
through the hole in the screen and into
the machine and poof! Y2K hatched too late,
swarming through the ports, the ships, the sea
and here I've come to the old country and no one
knows me anymore I have no self to prove my
systems all are closing one by one we knew
this day would come, but has it come for me too soon?