40 Dogs

Halfway through the song
I realize that you live there
In the passage from chorus to second verse
All your joy and discovery
All your disappointments and failed attempts
You spinning me at my wedding
Your burning heart looking for fuel in a forest that was always too damp for you
I'm not sure you ever transitioned to the colored part
Like in the Wizard of Oz movie
I'm afraid of how similar we are.
I'm afraid of you dying still wanting
I'm afraid of you dying still lying
Talking yourself into happiness
I'm afraid of you dying.
We know you spend your 4AMs crying
Alone in the living room